Yeah, thats one way to process it. Denial.
But like women make up "for themselves" you wont believe this yourself, but do it to be accepted.
Maybe i should recalculate your position as a Duke in my Kingdom. I dont think you are fit for that position as Dukes need to have real Strength of Character. You can be a Governor instead. But only if you promise to play it nice. You may pick your preferred role: ATTACK, DEFENSE or SUPPORT.
Lol hell no, i cant play with this strong guys like you, i am a deff guy for my team, like i was long before, i dont need duke role, i made my record army as gov anyway