All your rethorical questions are absolutely right I don't deny it and never did, I was blind, I came to this server thinking to play a few weeks to see how travian was doing, than I stayed, I began in a bad alliance, and I wasn't informed about anything on the server, I saw xTools.8 next to me so I thought it would be a good choice to learn about the game and grow. Afterwards, week by week I started to realize that what Ankur was doing wasn't the right choice for his governors and his players but it was the right choice for him and his only objectif, win the server and destroy SAMURAI having all the server with him. It was pretty easy, xTools were a huge alliance, so why anyone would fight them?
I admit my mistake, I wasn't objectif, I looked for the big guy who could protect me but I was mistaken. I realized my mistake and wanted to fix it. I would rather be a noob on my own and get cata down by you rather than have an easy, undeserved win without fighting.
The problem with xTools is that all you did you never informed or made your alliance member part of it, you just send sometimes some messages to ask defence and you helped with threats.
When CC split from xTools, we gave the choice to all players to either stay with us or to stay with you, people made their choice, if you made us part of your alliance it wouldn't have happened, People that wanted to stay with you left the others stayed, Hearta should have done the same thing. That's my opinion, at least he wouldn't be consider as traitor right now because that's what he is, he took away the work of a lot of people for his own interest.